MeThoughts

*FALLING IN LOVE, AGAIN*
You got me 😊. When I first saw your picture on the dating site, you looked like one of me previous links. And I asked you right away if you were related to him. Thankfully, you were not. We started talking and I liked your vibe but you always replied hours later to a message. We didn't talked for like 2 months but when we started again we didn't stop. "What if I'm meeting my future hubby?" Those were my thoughts in the bus coming to meet you for the first time. We met up in the city, I was early. I was on the phone, you walked up to me and before I could say a word you kissed and hugged me, I melted on the inside🥰. I ended the phone called and hugged you one more time. We had a good first date. The second time seeing you is when my celibacy period of ten months ended. I had the best time and you feed me🥰. I can't stop thinking about how you played with my p***y on that chair, I came so many times🥵. And then came the back shots 🤯, with the size of your dick I felt it hitting my uterus. You fu**ed me so fu***ng good. It was worth the 10 months wait. The other times after that didn't disappoint either. My feelings grew stronger and I liked you more than before.
I can't say I'm in love with you yet, cause you've been keeping me in arms length. You don't talk much when we're together, you're not very affectioned with me and you still reply hours later. Sometimes I don't even get a good morning text. You bought me some things and you told me you don't do that for just anybody. In some way I know you like me, maybe not as much as I like you or maybe because I clingy and all bubbly but you're the laid back type. One thing I know for sure, I'm happy with you and if we continue, I will fall in love with you. You'll be the 3rd guy I fall in love with.
I do keep myself busy so I don't text you all day, so I don't think too much about you cause I have a strong feeling this won't work out. I don't know how long it will last, but I'm glad to be spending time with you. You've helped me more than you know. You keep my mind off what I'm going through at the moment.
I feel like I already love you, but I won't ever be the first to say that in a relationship again. Especially when I don't feel secure. I look forward to seeing you again and to have you fill up my p***y.

*WHO KNOWS*
I was thinking about you yesterday, so I looked up your profile. I saw something I never seen before, although I've been through your page many times. It has been there for years, almost as long as I've known you. And you posted it 2 days after our first time. It got me thinking and I was wondering if it was about me. Maybe you did consider me at one point and I missed it. Where there more signs that I've missed? Now that we aren't talking , I can't ask you all those questions. It is for the best anyways, I have to move on. I scared to love again but when I found someone who loves me as I him, everything will fall into place. Your post had me wondering and I realized that sometimes I do still miss you.
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