Deng Legend

I am so tired. I wish I could easily say that I wanted to give up fighting for my silent battles. I wish I could just run away from everything. I am so tired, and I don't want to endure all my pain anymore. I've been feeling and thinking too much, and it's making me feel so miserable. I'm sick of pretending that I'm okay, that everything is just fine with me, and that I am living a happy life. Because the truth is, sadness consumes me every day. I've been hating myself and everything in my life.

I thought it's easier to just pretend that nothing is wrong with me. But I feel like everything is falling apart; I can't even tell anyone that I'm sick of this life. I just live and try to forget, but I can't. Remembering is too painful. I wish I could just erase all my memories so that they will no longer hurt. Sometimes, when I'm tired, I just wish to disappear and never come back again.💔💔

DeDeng Legend