Under My Scars

Tonight I'm losing yet another dear friend.I got the call tonight...it's time. We knew this day was coming but is the mind ever prepared...no...it sucks..cancer sucks. I'm glad that I did get to sit with you for two days and visit while I was back home for a funeral. I made you laugh..I'm good at that.
With all the friends I've lost so far if I could bottle my tears I'd have a lake by now.
I know no one lives forever but God damn friends have been dropping like flies these past years.
I will patiently wait for a sign you reached the otherside.
Until we meet again
God speed