Faded Between Both Halos

I don't know what to do,
endless havoc, without warning
comes khaos - due to the lack of support
from the people I love, leaving me breathless
to fend for myself in this time of need.

Am just a mortal, or am I their flunky,
their puppet, a prisoner, a slave to the motive
of being everyone's emotional sponge.
being paralyzed, falling face-first from vulnerability,
so be it.

a kindred soul, that's turning dark & eventually,
BLACK, unto ASH.

Journal Entry | Tuesday Feb. 6th/7th, 2023

Dear journal, woow, I haven't posted for almost a week because I was in the hospital for a bad kidney function, Which I'll explain more on my main account on my main page if you guys would like to check that out.

Breakfast & lunch was pretty chill -- But didn't have anything besides ramen earlier tonight. Found out that I can't have bananas, oranges or potatoes & that sucks pretty bad, being that I love french fries, & most dishes that I like contain potatoes.

This isn't going to be too long, cause I have to post on some other blogs, so This is me signing off

Sincerely,
Faded Between Both Halos

Hello, guys & gals!.

Today's post is just an update/follow up on my posting on this page.

Will be dropping a journal/ blog entry on my Blogger in a sec. Cleaning up my room right now, so when I'm done with cleaning my room then I'll drop it as soon as I can!

Dear Journal, Everyone.

Today is Thursday January ,the 12th. On 2023.

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Woke up with in a unpredictable mood, my head is somewhat throbbing, my feet are aching & I just feel all around exhausted. I got bloccked, today by some women who m I have no exception of talking to anyone.. Ibarely even fw with my mother irl LOL.

That was quite fun to watch her block me & then disappear into the nothing. heh. Loosing that person off of my friends list just made me hate humanity just that harder. I h ope she finds what she's looking for, though.

Currently thinking of little to a lot of things to post here on the Faded Between Both Halos page!. I seriously have to get started on statrting up my blogger. Might have a short story or a short scripted paragraph of what I want to talk about, here.

That's all I have for today.
Sincerfely, Faded Between Both Halos