Operation Ragnarok

I listen to light stuff 2.
Full arm training video with voice over on my YouTube. Link in bio

I'm still making progress despite being on a mini cut. Down to 208 as if yesterday, with ab veins back. Abdomen much smaller than it was in and my training video (on his youtube) down about 10lbs of fat and such from the olympia and that training weekend. But much stronger. All while running a " cruise" of 60 test, 80 mast and 8 units meditropin MY FAVORITE brand of gh.

Yes, I'm posting in a rest period. You're over it.

Up 44 lbs from pre contest endpoint (227-183=44 for math impaired)
Not fat.
Looks like was right about rebounding.
Irony is I intended to reverse diet but couldn't control the ravenous hunger this year. Like my body insisted on growing and I was just along for the ride my body took me on. I take no credit. The body did what it wanted. And jt wanted to grow. It was embarrassed we got stomped in Texas.

These were taken 24 hours before the Texas Pro

Last night during a live chat somone asked me if I was going to commit su***de over my conditioning at the texas pro.

Not only will I not kill myself. I don't think I look that bad.

Yes, this is normal. Every live video I do trolls are this awful.

I was 191 lbs in these pics. I was 190.6 after stepping off stage. Thus, it is not a huge difference, but the pics on the NPC news site are very grey and based on lighting Don't show the same detail.

Is this conditioning so bad harikari is necessry? Fall on my sword?