The Bitter Bruja

A few days ago I began candle magic to help me break through the blockages that get in the way of my Abundance/Prosperity. My emotional wellness the past few weeks has been the best it's been for quite a while, however, yesterday I woke up with a lot of stress and an overall sour mood. On the Solstice I did Pranic healing on myself and it released so much, so it made sense that my emotions were a bit turbulent. I also knew that what was coming up for me had everything to do with the spell I cast.
Later in the evening as I was meditating in front of the candle, one of my favorite songs by Chancha Via Circuito began playing in the background. My body reacted to it and started swaying on it's own, moving along with the melody, a vision came to me of me being on fire and dancing and a voice said "get up and Dance". I have so much anxiety about dancing alone for some reason, I always feel like a fool when I do it, so its difficult for me. I didnt move from my seat and the voice once again said DANCE. I listened this time, I got up and started the song over and asked my Ancestors to move through me, so I danced and danced until my forehead was drenched in sweat. I could feel the presence of my Ancestors, I could feel them moving with my body, with my soul and I began to sob while I was dancing. I kept seeing visions of me on fire and it felt like I was dancing through my blockages, that I was literally setting them on fire and opening the roads to my abundance and prosperity. I finally collapsed onto the floor and was hysterically crying, I cried and screamed, even a few Gritos came out lol. I felt myself be emptied of the sorrow that I have been carrying around with me my whole life. This went on for a few minutes, and after the crying stopped I started to laugh hysterically! they were big, deep belly laughs and they flowed out of me beautifully.
Once the laughing stopped, I sat up and asked my Ancestors to surround me with gold light, and I allowed for the gold light to enter me and fill the spaces that were just created. Parts of me that once carried sorrow and doubt, are now filled with the love and strength of my Ancestors. My mood was completely changed after this, I once again felt confident and the stress melted away. I knew that movement was important, but I didn't really realize how important it really is for me until last night. I am grateful to my Ancestors, and I am grateful for myself being open enough to receive this guidance.

If you ever get a message that you need to get up and dance or move in any specific way, please listen to it. Let your Ancestors guide you, let them show you how you can heal yourself and let them fill you with love and strength. We are our own greatest healers, and in listening to the Guidance of our Ancestors and Spirit team we can be led into a space of truly transformational healing.

Hey loves! With my big move happening so suddenly and so SOON, I decided to launch a GoFundMe to help me with my landing in San Diego. Because everything is so sudden, my current financial situation isnt able to support me doing this, so I really need help right now. I will be offering rewards for folx that donate specific amounts as well!
This move is what is really launching me into accomplishing the goals that I have set for myself, and gaining support to help me take this first step is so important. I feel so incredibly confident for this next phase of my life and feel ready to step fully into my power. If folx could share this and/or donate it would really mean the world to me!
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Here are the reward tiers:
$15-45: you'll receive a 3 card oracle or tarot reading
$55-$120: you'll receive a a full reading $125-$200: you'll receive an Hour long Energy work session with me, these can be done in person if you live in San Diego, and if not Itll be a distance healing. $222-$333: you'll receive 2 Energy work session, one hour each and a card reading

Thanks so much I'm advance to anyone that shows support! The link to this is in my bio:) Also! If donating through cashapp, venmo or PayPal is som**hing you'd prefer to do, this is my info.
Venmo:
Cashapp: $thebitterbruja
Paypal: [email protected]

Over the last few months, Som**hing that has been coming up a lot for me was my time in Jail, and a lot of the emotions that I was feeling/experiencing when I was locked up. I shared with yall some time ago that I had spent a year in jail when I was 18, and spent my 19th birthday behind bars. A lot of folx feel sorry for me for having gone through this, and yes the situations that led me to this were terrible and the Prison industrial complex is trash and needs to be abolished, but I do ask for folx to not pity me, because in all honesty going to jail saved my life. I know that in most cases this is not peoples experience, but for me it changed things in a big BIG way. I mentioned before that in Jail I was introduced to different Spiritual practices, like meditation, yoga, cardomancy and astrology (I actually got my hands on an Astrology book while I was in there and would make peoples birth charts for 4 ramen noodles, a bag of coffee and a milky way bar) and being introduced to these things really helped me change for the better. My first few months of being locked up I was buck wild, I was always fighting, doing drugs and was just pi**ed, my time was going by ACHINGLY slow. One day while looking at my calendar and my 200+ days left in jail, I realized that yes, I may have been locked up but It was my choice to either keep doing what I was doing, or create som**hing positive out of this incredibly unfortunate situation, I chose to work on making things better. I made friends, I read constantly, I got creative and most importantly I went within and got to know myself on a deeper level. To my surprise I ended up actually having fun, and this made my time go by so much faster. Years after I was released, I heard a message from Spirit that one of my missions in this lifetime is to go back to jail and to Prisons, not as an inmate, but as a teacher. That I needed to bring my healing work to Prisoners and also teach them how to do it. There are millions of people behind bars that get forgotten, who are like ghosts to society, and they need healing just as much, if not more, than the rest of us.
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