Marhco

Anyone in toronto have ventilon (blue Inhaler for asthma

I don't want to stop, but I don't wanna live either. I don't wanna keep trying to just fail, but then I keep going on and try to accept this is not a problem and the time will come when I can do it but I build up so much inside and I explode on my friends, well idk how to fix anything.... because I can give u a reasoning to why I shouldn't do it either way. 2 years ago this weekend my dad kicked me to his curb and I felt like I was lost, but I found my place to live in the city and I've done so much to better myself but yet I feel like im even more lost then ever. I wanna run. and lately Im pushing my friends away I think to be able to run and not look back. I know I talk about this and say I wanna get sober all the time but I try and try and try but my friends are all in the same spot, I NEED TO LEAVE THE CITY, I need somewhere REMOTE, far away so I can sleep off this two year bender, I need to not be high, cause ive been high since I moved in 2 years ago, I NEED SOBER PEOPLE. I don't need your advice on what I should do because I've tried it all. I need to GO AWAY, I wanna wake up and have breakfast again, not wake up and reach for a pipe. or better yet not even sleep. I need sobriety otherwise im not gonna make it another year.

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HERE WE GO......im ready for it!!!