Slutka Caryca Draws

Listen: soundtracks by Siksa + Konstanty Usenko - The Wire The Polish duo and their collaborator share snippets from their soundtrack to Siksa's post-dramatic western play, O Czynach Niszczących Opowieść (About The Deeds That Destroy The Story)

Changes, processes, rounds, circles... In a little over a month I will close a year-long renewal process and I feel that I will finally be able to return to the kind of thinking I have been dreaming about for a long time. Maybe it is magic... but rather just the power and need of the body to rest, rewrite, reconstruct new pieces of my mental puzzle. I miss and mourn some of the people and things that have fallen away from me in the process. I don't worry about battles I didn't fight or blame myself for not lifting heavy stones. I thank daily in my mind all those who did not bury me, who fought those wars that I could not see. I thank those who stayed with me...but also those who refused to fight for me.
Despite everything, we are one. Whether you like it or not.

And we love. And we desire. And finally someone’s trying to tell us that s*x is worthless meat rumbling. And there is nothing more, just pure banging, unconnected to soul/spirit/great consciousness. That no mind is connected with the intercourses and there is no great value in them. However, I feel like I am about to get a s*x PhD title...