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25, New Delhi.

Why does it happen that you have to break your own dreams because you know no one will support you.
I live in a family of five and I have just one dream. My parents are not understanding this. I am fat. I am ugly. And I am unemployed and all of this at the age of 25.
Being a girl with all these things is unacceptable to the society, to my parents.
Why does is always happen that you need a job to survive but you cannot fulfill your dreams because you are not getting any support from your parents. I
I am crying myself to sleep everynight because people make me feel useless all the time. I find happiness when I paint a painting. I just have a small dream to open a painting restaurant, which I know can never be fulfilled because I am not being supported by my parents. All I can see is my The End.
I have no life beyond this. I am nothing without my dream which has now been broken by the society.
This is not a confession but frustration. I am so frustrated with the life I am leading. At the age of 25, a girl dreams of marrying someone who will love her beyond boundaries and here I am, who has no expectations from life.
It's over. Everything is over.

I am 21 years old.
Jb mei 19 saal ki thi tu mri zindgi mei ek larka aya wo mra school fellow tha usny mjy purpose kia, mjy larkon pe kbi brosa nhi tha es ly meiny usy inkaar kr dia. Lekin 1 saal bad ussy meri dosti ho g*i phr pyar b phr relationship k ek saal bad mjy pta chla k uski or b kfi gfs hain aur usny ye confess b kia meiny ussy relationship khtm kr dia. Lekin kbi us sy nafrat nhi ki i can say that i still love him a lot and miss him..there was nothing like getting physical or something like that.
Us k bad meiny university mei admission lia tu wahn hmra ek group tha un mei sy ek larky sy meri kfi ashi dosti ho g*i bad mei usny mjy purpose kia. Pyar k ly tu mri zindgi mei koi jigha nahi thi es ly usy bola k esa nahi ho skta pr usny kaha k nahi tmhy mjsy pyr hai es trha ka kush. Wo buhat acha larka tha mujy ussy pyar tha pr koi relationship type ka nahi nahi chahti thi jo galti phly ki thi dobra nhi krna chahti thi. Lekin wo kehta tha k mjy tmsy buhat pyr ha, uski phly gf thi usny usy dhoka dy dia tha es ly mei usy pershan nahi krna chahti thi pr usy jhoota pyr b nhi dekhana chahti thi es ly usy bta dia k mei tmsy kbi pyr nahi kr skti or ye k hmy parhna chahiye jo kaam krny aye hain wokrin pr wo smjta nhi tha.Pr usny mujy buhat bury tareeqy sy bt ki aur ye k tm zindgi mei kbi kamyab nahi hogi, mei tmsy badla lna ha, tm jhooti ho shut up es trha ki batin. Ab university mei mjy nzr aye tu dekhny ko b dil nhi krta pr kahin khud ko afsoos rehta ha mny buhat koshish ki k mujy ussy pyar ho jy pr esy nahi hoa tu mra kya qasoor. Mei bs sbko khush dekhna chahti hn. Es ly kbi b jhoot nahi bolti pr phr b sb mjsy naraz ho jty hain. Mujy lgta k jesy pyar wegra exist hi nahi krta lekin jb apny ex ko dekhti hn tu ankhin barh atin hai kbi bt ho b ussy tu wo kehta ha k wapis a jao lekin jis dil mei mry ly pyr na ho us k pas rukhny ka kya faida. Or jo mra dost tha itna bura bhala bol k gya mjy . Kya es sb mei mra koi qasoor ha.