Four-Leaf Clover

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မင်းသာရှိမယ်ဆို အရာရာဟာ ပိုလွယ်ကူလောက်မယ်ထင်ပါရဲ့...။

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ရပ်တန့်သွားလောက်မယ်ထင်ပါရဲ့။
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I don't mind standing in the ruins.

| Your Gaze |

And suddenly, I find myself wanting to know your favorite song.
The kind you play on repeat when no one’s around.

I want to understand the way you see life,
what you believe in, what you’ve given up on,
what keeps you going on the quiet days.

I wonder if you like coffee, or if you’re the type who lingers over ci******es,
lost in your own thoughts.

I want to hear your voice
even though I know I probably wouldn’t remember it clearly later,
because right now, we are just… nothing.

And maybe that’s where the worry quietly begins,
that soft, unspoken sadness I can’t really explain.
Because you’re not mine,
and deep down, I know you never will be.

Like before.
Like all the times I’ve fallen,
failed at loving,
failed at belonging,
failed at calling someone “mine”
and meaning it without hesitation.

Still, I want to know you.
In the smallest, simplest ways.

I want to hold you,
even if just for a moment that doesn’t promise anything after.

Because sometimes,
one small glance from you feels like
the whole galaxy quietly falling apart
and somehow,
I don’t mind standing in the ruins.

-Cordelia