FCI

I feel I should do this.

My beloved you are beautiful, your beauty is not determined by the eyes of men but because God has already declared that you are good(Gen1:31).
It doesn't matter what you are going through, the truth is the troubles might look massive but it is as little as an ant if only you can be patient.
Your friends are getting married ,very true but it's better to be right after one hour of preparation than to be wrong after one minutes of preparation.
Your tomorrow is far better and bigger than your today even though your today is so important and that's why the troubles are trying to make you discouraged and eventually give up on the tomorrow today.
You are great, you are smart, she might have said no but it's for your good, you love her and can't live without her, she is the best for you (you think) but beloved even a child cries when his mother refuse to give him knife to play with.
CAN GIVE UP IF YOU LIKE BUT ENSURE YOU ONLY GIVE UP ON YOURSELF AND NOT ON GOD.

You are loved and very important NEVER YOU FORGET THAT.

LOVE YOU SO MUCH..