Consciousness

“He paid me to suffer“

Never felt alright when i was there
Felt loved, felt cared and everything was easy
But that scorching emptiness would not evade
The feeling that was amplified
To be null and void
I just wanted to go for never ending ride
Did not care if it was a rough stride

I met him in deep ocean
Blurry still serene
Swimming toward the shine
Sipping some wine
But never out of line
Drowning suffocating time
Stubborn, out of breath
Eager to enter the unknown
Fought with everyone, even if i was stoned

The river of love from Himalayas
Flowing through valves
Like universal gravitational waves
Originated from the caves
Like the wise men says

He was unknown like me
In pursuit to see
He is simple but intense
As I see him, he is not tense
Unknown about his lens

Even he took the risk
Morale dilemma is a mix
No disrespect, he is love
He acted like a huffer
He knew i would suffer