Borj

Who's ready for Monday?
Looking for a proxy at work 🙃 chariz

Annyeong! How's your weekend going?

As always, I reflected on what I've been feeling and how I've been doing since I came to Indonesia.

I usually eat alone at work and always at the apartment.

I take a walk at night or jog alone.

I visit bookshops alone.

I go to malls alone.

I'm content with how things are, and I am intentionally choosing to live like this here. I realized there is just deep level of peace and joy merged together when you can spend your free time however you want, especially when there is just so little left outside working hours and mandatory daily routines.

I don't have to say or feel sorry when I can't make it to an eat out or day trip.

I don't have to explain things so others won't misunderstand what I've just said because I don't even talk about my opinions anymore.

I just let things flow around me. I have to because time has stopped moving in my own world. I just have to feel the world outside enough to feel that I am still alive. More than enough to know the world is moving, so I should as well.

It's not a big problem when I step out of my apartment. I just have to blend in and let the world move then pretend to move with the world.

But I can't escape the reality whenever I hit the bed on a Friday night and wake up on a Saturday without work to do. That's when I feel the big gap between my world and the one outside.

Doing the laundry and cooking have become my pretend plays on days like this. Normal people would of course do their laundry and cook then eat when they get hungry.

This is how I survive every weekend.

Speaking of which, I made spaghetti today with ground chicken and chicken sausages AND WITH CHICKEN-FLAVORED SPAGHETTI SAUCE! My favorite thing in Indonesia!
Let's eat and be normal! 😅 🍽

Evening!

TL;DR: No more page deactivation. Problem solved(?)

It's me again. I'm here to tell you that I won't deactivate the page anymore. I know I owe you some explanation, so here it is:

My personal FB account has been getting attacked by a hacker. I set-up the two-step verification long ago because of it, but even with this, my account was still hacked recently while I was busy teaching. I checked my FB and Messenger and saw notifications that my account was locked by Facebook because of it. I couldn't open my account and couldn't message anyone.

I thought of creating a new Facebook account and planned to delete/deactivate the FB account associated to this page, hence the post last time.

BUT why would I delete the account that I've been using since 2010, right? What about the Facebook Memories I'm not gonna see anymore? Yeah I just post sometimes so FB can remind me of the event years later. And no I really didn't want to start over.

I tried doing something to secure my FB account better, and I think I can continue using it now, so no more page deactivation. 🙂

I'm also going to post more often in the coming days. 😊