CNHS Files

TWO.

Okay so as usual tungkol sa love. Well.. I was this lady who have fallen head over heels to a boy. Yes take note "boy", he was six years younger than me. And would you believe that I got dump by him?? Akala ko I'm in control pero nope, that wasn't the case. Ngbreak kami 5 months ago (Dai pa man haloy) pero nagka-gf na sya and nagbreak na sinda tapos may bago siyang ka-fling. Over the months meron naman akong 2 manliligaw but they would never ever measure up to him (pathetic. ikr). So we got the chance to meet up again during this Christmas break bcause of mutual friends. The same night I got into a very terrible situation tapos yun he saved me. Then we talked and reminisced and kissed and the rest is history. Its as if that there is still this invisible ties/bond/understanding between us. And I feel that I'm falling all over again. Hayyys. Ayoko na. Pero ewaaan. I know he's seeing someone unofficially but he said that they are just friends and that's bu****it. Boys will be boys. Pero padangat ko pa talaga ang gago. Gusto ko na mag move on. I feel stupid. Why do this things get so complicated?? fck! Help 😞

Ps. Clue: Volleyball player siya:)

Lovestrucked,
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Secret Crush

I like my classmate. i dont know if he knows it.. since start palng ng klase crush ko na sya. he came from other section.. pero nag lipat sa section mi ta dae nya daa kaya sa tighalian nya.. then ako transferee.. so syempre mau pa ako bisto ning kadakol.. shy type pa namn ako... kang nagtransfer sya sa section mi.. dae ko inkala na magiging close kami.. saro sa chararcter na nagustuhan ko saiya is ang pagiging maribok nya.. tyaka funny person sya.. aaminon ko gwapo sya..pero dahil nga sa close na kami tg treat ko na lng sya as a friend ta ahbo ko maraot ang ibhan na igwa kami...then aun nagkabata ako... but lumipas ang mga days.. napapnsin ko na nagrarayo na sya sako.. pag may hinahapot ako saiya dae sya makahiling ng straight sa mata ko.. dae na sya nagtataid sako sa tukawan samantalng seatmate mn tlaga kami.. tas bigla na lng may ngasabe sako na crush nya daa ako.. dae ko aram kung matubod ako or dae ta baka trip lang na namn.. tas maasa na naman ako.. makukulogan ako.. pero kadakol na nagsasabi na igwa daw tlga.. tyaka nahahalata ko namn din saiya.. kang na araman ko na may gusto sya sako garo nagbalik si feelings ko para saiya.. gusto ko magrayo ta may bata ngani ako.. pero habang nagrarayo ako saiya garo mas naglalala ang feelings ko.. di ko na alm gagawin ko.. sa pagpost lng digdi sa CNHS Files ang only way ko para maluwas ang namamatian ko.. mau kaya ako mapagsharan.. tnks sa nagbasa

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