Aksaaa

I end up questioning,Is being myself ever enough?
Kabhi Kabhi Wqt Bht Mushkil hota hai Aur kabhi Kabhi Insan .Mainy Wahan Bhu dostiyan/ rishteydariyan Nibhai hain Jahan Log Jaan bujh kr Takleef Dety hain.
I feel like This world is Not For The people who trust easily, for people who are Kind, who do care genuinely, And the people who don't have Any ego. Being very Honest Sometimes my Friends asks me " AQSA ?? Itny trust issues ?? Kyun bhaiii?? " Mai kia kahon? Ye Ke " Why do I have trust issues? Bruh I’ve been betrayed by people I would’ve died for💔. Har Jaga pehly baat krlena , Larai Khatam krdena , Hans Ke baat taldena , Logon Ko Opinions ko sehna , Jldi sorry Bolkr Baat khatam krdena , But sometimes I feel like Ye Log To kabh Nhi aye Mujhy Puchny ? کیا تم اداس ہو اقصیٰ؟
کیا کوئی بات ہوگئی؟
Nahhh They never Make Any move And After sometime Hum Hi jaty hain Baat ki khatam krty hain . ye Ghalat Nh hain Ye to bht achi baat hai But Sorry Bolkr Ya Nazarandaaz krke Agyy brhjana Is good But if everytime Only You are Doing this.. This means They are completely fine and Okay With Losing you They never Really cared for You I am at that Point of My Life Where I feel sorry For myself That whytf Am I Like this? Why I have This type of heart ?! And People Are Really Clueless About How Observant I'm Like I'm really not a Fool

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