Earthly Rooted

I said it
Never really thought this day would come

The day when I walk by a mirror on a low day, in my lazy clothes and feel both proud and sexy as heck.

And the thing is, I'm not just reffearing to my outside, the strength, calmness and happiness that resides in my mind is one of the biggest flex ever.

The road might have been hard, but life is only getting better from here.

We always speak about the person who comes into our life and heals the damages he didn't create.

But we don't speak about the person who comes into your life when you're as most vulnerable, and shows you how it feels to be safe again.

I had to re-learn how to be a woman.
And before you scream, I challange you to see it from my perspective.

My whole life I have had to carry the big pants, be someone's mother or just been abused.

It creates a big thick skin that killed my soft side.
I was thought that I had to do everything myself as no one were to be trusted - overindependecy at its finest.

But you, me and society just calls it being strong.

But what you don't count on is how it slowly drains and kills a person's soul.

So thank you for teaching me to be a woman again, to be feminine, in love, soft and caring again.