The Loc House

A moment of transparency. I make this thing look easy. I went through a major surgery during a time in my life when I was not in a good mental space, I was not happy, I was drained, stressed & depressed. All while having my 1year old pride & joy my grandson right next to me. I made the choice to keep him close to me because he brings me so much happiness, joy and peace through whatever it is I’m going through. When they say them grandbabies change u, I now understand it. I don’t think I would have been able to stand the things I was faced with during my recovery. I would have thrown the towel in. People ask me how I do it, I make it look easy, by not complaining, by not giving up on myself knowing I have people who depend on me, I pray and ask God to Guide & Strengthen me daily. To help me to be consistent in my daily life. It’s very important you find the things that’s worth living for, it helps to heal you mentally, physically, spiritually & emotionally. My life isn’t the best, however I’m so grateful to be in this space right now where I’m living and loving me. I get to see & touch my son daily, which for 3yrs I was in a dark space. Both my sons being away from me. Having to learn the new him, pray for him harder then I’ve ever prayed before. Lord knows a lot of people would have folded. I do it with a smile on my face, during the day, tears in my eyes while I shower and the call of Gods name to fall asleep at night. I’m very private, I feel the need to share this to help those who are struggling mentally, physically, emotionally & spiritually to keep pushing, keep living, find just one thing worth living for & go hard for it…. Nothing is easy, Life Gets Better. Be Strong & Determined To HEAL!! It starts within… I love y’all Bye😊🥰😍