Mul-ty

Watched a video of my son today it's been 8yrs he's been gone but in my heart still feels like yesterday I've looked at a million photos but to hear his voice 💔.... I smiled for a sec then died a little inside .... God has been healing and restoring me I'm a work in progress some days are better than others I'm grateful God sent me a patient wife that understands my sudden mood switches at times and wakes up in the middle of the night to talk to me when a dream ends and I have to say goodbye all over again .... Today is one of the tough days but I've learned in these moments of brokenness how to reach inside and find a praise sometimes a broken praise but God works wonders in our weakest moments .... 🙏