TAVLOR

From the time I was young I have lived with with an incredible amount of sadness, worry, and a lack of self worth within my heart and mind as well as physically in my body. I have been plagued by an inexplicable sadness that has taken so much from me. I have lost years of my life, months out of the year, time with people I love. I have made many mistakes due to my inability to deal with this enormous weight.

Many days the desire to live is outweighed by my desire to die. It’s a fight to not end my life every single day. I hide behind the joy and happiness of others. When I want to kill myself I try to make other people happy. I make music so people don’t have to feel alone. I love as hard as I can so that people don’t have to feel as alone as I do. I SUFFER in silence and I take care of other more than I do myself.

I fight for my life almost every day and I fight more for other people than I fight for myself. I fight for God’s will and I fight because there’s so much I have to give to this world. Here’s to I hope my journey continues to make people feel like they want to be alive even though I myself rarely do
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