GODS Angels

It was on this day God called upon my Momma to join him to become his BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, same GLOOMY weather setting :'(... Words can't explain the pain I have, I miss you Mom, I miss your voice, your touch, your laughter, your kisses, your hugs, your advice, your motivation, your essence, & the smell of your baking.. As I said last night, who would've known I wouldn't of had my Mom today, I never thought my Brother & I would have to say our goodbyes to our BEAUTIFUL MOM who has always been there & nurtured us... Life is different w/out you Mom, I see alot of pain in Grandmas eyes, as much as we hold it in, it isn't the same... People tend to say it gets better but I don't think it will. A year, wow, I can still remember our last conversation. Remembering when I whispered in your ear telling you Mom, please don't go, John & I still need you & seeing that tear run down your cheek keeps playing in my head. I sometimes find myself wanting to call Home Depot to see if you would answer :'( Just to hear your sweet energetic voice... I'm trying my best to keep it together but it's hard... I know your at peace but we had alot of plans & I feel I just can't do them w/out you, it's rough :'( REST IN PEACE MY ANGEL, I MISS & LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOMMA!!! :'(

Hello Everyone, as these holidays begin, we might not seem as excited as we use to be when we had our family complete.... It can be hard for us not being able to see them physically.... Its really hard for me, but all I think about is that I have to be strong for my kids... Im hurting inside not being able to see my mom or hear her laughter... I feel like screaming & crying so loud... I see myself often make the same remarks as my mom did when she would mourn for my Gpa but she always had it together for my brother & I.... Its hard, Life isn't easy... As my Aunt told me this morning, its us being selfish on how we want them here physically, my mom struggled but never showed it... She was all SMILES when she out & about, but one thing I know is that she is STRESS FREE & No longer STRUGGLING, as they say Our LOVED ones are NO LONGER suffering in this WORLD as they call Hell... MY MOMMA taught me many lessons in life in which I am GRATEFUL for... I will NEVER FORGET YOU MOMMA & NEITHER will your FAMILY & FRIENDS, we are ALL heading that way, you just made it before ALL of us :') They are not there PHYSICALLY but will be SPIRITUALL!!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE, May Everyone be SAFE & BLESSED tomorrow, Cherish each Moment... Tomorrow is NEVER promised but till then live to the FULLEST!! LOVE YA'll & GOD BLESS

Hey Everyone, I hope that you ALL are doing ok, even though it has been awhile since I have posted, I have had so many emotional days on missing my BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, My Momma.. But I still reach out & talk to my her =') Remember that I am ALWAYS here for you ALL & anytime that you need/want to talk to anyone, I am willing to listen but also know that the people that are linked to this page is here for you ALL as well, this is what this page is for. Everyone is entitled to their feelings: Frustration, Anger, Disappointment, Confusion, Etc... Yes, there are days when we are fine & can go about our business but we ALL tend to have those DAYS when we MISS our LOVED ONES & begin to cry & wonder... Just keep in MIND that YOU are NOT ALONE... LOVE you ALL ♥