Lunar Intuitive

It’s a low emotional wave kind of week

Showing up because I have to

What if you are needing to focus on healing your inner feminine?

How does healing your relationship with the inner/outer masculine relate?

I’m over it tbh

Keep your negativity and projections to yourself

If I’m being honest

The last few weeks have been hard, sprinkled with some magic

But hard nonetheless

Before life did some life-type s**t

I was pretty vocal

Confrontational

Opinionated

Perceptive

I was here to make an impact, make waves

When I entered into my karmic relationship as a teenager

A connection that would last over a decade

That version was suppressed

It was not acceptable

It would keep me alone forever

I remember reading texts messages he sent to an old fling saying he could never love me, like it was yesterday

He just knew

So out of fear of always being alone or too much

I hid that part

So much that when she came back out

It was super confronting

And fear started to resurface about being unlovable

My whole thing has been authenticity

I’ve been embracing it

But I’ve been questioned, judged, or criticized for it by people I was close to

People I thought understood me, and would love and accept me no matter what

And I slid back into some old patterns

Fear that I’ll never be loved

Shrinking myself

Kneecapping my voice

The thing is I have very specific things to share to help specific people

Everyone else outside of that probably will not like it or agree

And I’m not meant for them

I’m starting to come to terms with

They may not love me

But at least I love who I am

And the people who are meant for me

Will find me

Love me

And will experience massive shifts with what I bring to the table

That being said,

I’m struggling with what to post here right now

So if there is something I can help answer for you,

Let me know here 👇🏻

What if you are over men?

You don’t want to be in a relationship with them?

You’re over your twin flame

What’s the point of healing your relationship with the masculine?

Well, if you aren’t interested in doing the inner work and want to villianize all men and are totally against being with your twin flame

My content definitely isn’t for you

But the point is

Even if you don’t want to be in a relationship right now

You have masculine energy you need to heal

The universe and God have masculine energy you need to heal your connection with

Because this is how you experience abundance, magic, and synchronicities being given to you

The universe, money, abundance, all of it is tied to masculine energy

And if you want to have inner wholeness and union

It means healing the inner masculine within, too

And to be honest

If your inner masculine was totally good

You wouldn’t be in the mindset that all men suck

Men are trash

You would have decent experiences with masculine energy

And life would get magical

So if you need help healing that relationship internally, reach out

I don’t know what to post

But I don’t want to mess up my algorithm by going too long without posting

I asked for a confirmation sign to see swans so I would know I needed to take a specific step and immediately, I saw them the next day

I was in a totally different area of the city

In a store I never go to

But I can’t remember what the sign was confirmation to do 😭

Love the quick response though

So now I have a painting of swans for my bedroom

Right now there is a ton coming up for me in the realm of men and masculine energy

Fear

Repressed feelings I never dealt with

Stories I tell myself

Situations I keep experiencing

Intense would be an understatement

They have been creating visceral reactions

Right now I am prioritizing self-validation

Creating safety in my body

And changing the story where I can

Because what we expect and what we believe is often what gets created in our reality and becomes what we receive

No

It hasn’t been easy

But it’s worth it

Because despite what’s come up,

I’ve been able to shift enough where I have good experiences with men, too

If you are needing help with the inner work,

Reach out to me

I’m offering sessions

Haha

It turns out the universe was pointing me towards the direction of changing my last name back to my maiden name when I was getting hit with the grasshopper to the face

Imma be honest

I hate my maiden name

I wanted to just change it when I get remarried

It’s a lot of work to change it

Let alone

Having to do it over again if I get remarried

But here we are

So I’ve started the steps

Let’s see how it unfolds

I love signs and synchronicities

Especially animal and insect symbolism

If I get it more than 3 times, for sure I take it as a sign

My sign is to start putting myself out there where I live

What’s your sign been?