Poetic Thoughts

Braveaux

From day 1 you’ve been THE ONE. Never had I met someone with so much charisma, confidence and elegance.
Yet, you were somewhat like me but with the presence of an elephant.

Unconsciously living on a high dedicated to overcoming my low points, I lost sight of my vision. I drifted with the wind. Yet in and out of consciousness, my peripherals you stayed within.

Your words speak life into death and breath into my lungs. Your soul glows and demands submission without moving your tongue. You are KING and there is no competition.

Your kidneys …committing su***de while I drank mine to death only for a temporary high.

I dread the day of losing you but know that this love can never be lost. The only promise of life is death even with big hearts.

Your mind is elevated while mine is shifting sides. Back and forth. Back and forth. Almost always devastated waiting to die.

In this life, it only will end. You live a life fighting the inevitable only to remain in a world infused with promotion of self destruction. I pray your soul lives on and shields our kids from all of this corruption.

Covid and cancer have plagued my body but my mind remains… oh, and my big heart. (Chuckle) did I mention the promise of life? Well here’s to a beautiful start.. Braveaux

First Aide

You needed a bandage, I wrapped you tight. Your eyes were dry, so I moistened them with tears from mine. You coughed or sneezed, I brought you meds.…but somehow in my darkest hours you refused to help me out of the bed. 🤔 You pulled the rope until it was so tight, that the easiest option was to give up love’s fight. Your femar is now broken but I can no longer provide the crutch. Karma’s come back and life is hitting you like a ton of bricks in a metal bus! I’m willing to forgive because life must go on. Forget just won’t happen because it’s part of what made me strong. To you, I owe nothing as you are a part of my past. To life, I owe everything. Going through it helped me find my AT LAST!

Best friend

Can I have you as my best friend?
No, no not the type to hear my problems, comfort me and go home.
And not the type to imitate friendship because you just wanna bone.
The type to love me through my pain. The type to clear my thoughts when all I see is rain.
I want you here with me to witness my success and to tell me how you feel that I’m the fu***ng best!
I want to be your first thought in the morning and your last before bed. Lord forbid anything happen to you cause I’d just ask to take your place instead.
I was created from your rib so don’t face life alone. Let me cater to you. Let me be your definition of home!
Time waits for no one and eventually this life will end. Eh hmm Can I have you as my best friend?