Bridgify

I am officially 50 ….
I see it and I hear myself saying it and to be honest there is a part of my brain that is not fully believing this truth.
I mean I don’t really know what 50 is “suppose” to feel like !
I know the programing of our society around the feminine body aging, and the value around our importance or lack of unimportance in the world.
I am witnessing myself deconstruct many beliefs and programs that have been so deeply implanted that My internal fire of finding truth is bringing my soul to a boil.
I feel so foolish and sad that it’s taken this long to finally see all of the Injustices that the feminine has and continues to be impacted by.
I see and hear of fellow sister being taken advantage of, being manipulated, being lied to, and put in the most disrespectful  vulnerable situations. Here in the Aloha and on the mainland and around the globe. I know that these injustices are not isolated to the feminine.
I am fully aware that all races, and those that society dems unworthy have all felt this sadness, pain, RAGE, and maybe hopelessness.
I’m doing my best to do show up for this internal soul healing opportunity. I know this is my part to heal for our future generations.
I feel like I have a DRAGON living in my belly and a LION in my throat.
And I’m exploding with rage towards the lies and
 manipulation  in the world.
I am raging inside
I’m fully awake and open to seeing the truths and with this I know there is a responsibility FROM this sight and wisdom.
I am a spark of creation and miracles. I am a channel for the divine to use me to be of service to those that have lost their voice and truth and light.
I am here to support the feminine in healing herself and witnessing her journey as she bloom into her full purpose and desires.

I am here to be a loving interruption to the bs in our world.
We all have our journey and karmic path And I don’t believe in continuing the programing of sexualizing and abusing the feminine. 
I was shamed for my sexual curiosity and guilted for my thoughts and questions.
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