Amanda Yoder Realty

HAPPY GOLDEN BIRTHDAY MY LOVE 🎉🎉2️⃣1️⃣ We love you SO much Hunty TaTa Yoder 💚

To my Joshy bear,
Not a day, let alone a couple of hours go by that I don’t think about you. I regret every single decision I made on your behalf. I will forever be so guilty and reminded of all the bu****it you went through day after day, week after week, month after month year after year. All the last year in the hospital is truly where I’m stuck because that’s when I last had you. Goddamn your brother and I miss you so fu***ng much. As many times as I thought about going back to visit I know I don’t have the self restraint right now and most importantly I can’t leave your brother alone in this world and that is the only reason because damn I want to walk in there and f**k those doctors up just like you said you would right before they intubated you. YOU ARE A FU***NG WARRIOR. It was never a fair fight and for that I’m not only sorry but I promise to make a difference and turn the fact we lost you some how some way into a positive. I regret every single thing but the biggest of all is walking inside that hospital with you February 16th for the last time💔
Today 2/24 was supposed to be the start of your new life... and it began that way but damn how s**t changes so fast...
we love you baby boy and promise to make you proud. Until we embrace again♥️ I’ll love both you boys today, tomorrow and forever #224 ♾️ 💞 our baby bear 🐻 will forever be remembered 💞