Chaotic Click Clacks

Post 17 of TBD. I want to be clear I am not looking to punish anyone but I am tired of feeling afraid and alone because people don't have respect for boundaries, feel too much shame to be accountable for harm they cause to people, are uncomfortable with others who are righteously angry about the wrongs done to them, take a person on faith because she cries loudly and plays the victim well, or are too cowardly to stand up for what is right. Putting my trauma on display in order to get my peace is absolutely something I should not have to do and yet here we are. Nevermind that I am still healing from a brain injury (it takes 6 months for the brain to heal completely from and injury like the one I had) and the last thing I need to feel unsafe and on edge because I don't know who is and isn't feeding information to someone who doesn't have good intentions for me and is not a safe person to be around because not only does she disregard my boundaries she makes up unfounded and unsubstantiated stories about me. 'No' is an entire sentence and I am not going to be explaining myself after this is done. If I don't associate with someone, I probably have a good reason for it. You not understanding or thinking it was a misunderstanding doesn't change that the damage done to me or the impact of people not even bothering to hear my side of things. But I know it wasn't a misunderstanding it was way worse than I even originally believed. I myself was minimizing and making excuses for her. But at the end of the day there is zero excuse for the things that have been done to me and people not hearing me out. I don't even care about apologies I just want to live my life in peace. I want Remick Palmer and people closely and moderately associated with her to stay away from me. I have real life responsibilities and my own healing from complex PTSD to deal with, I don't want to have to live my life on eggshells or wondering who is feeding information back to her. So if you can't hold a strong boundary or at least stay in your lane, and you are associated with her please stay away from me.

Post 14 of TBD.
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