Lil Joe's Guide Service

I am deeply a private person. I believe I am a person of great faith! I always fall short of living in God”s grace but I try my best. I certainly don’t deserve the life that he has blessed me with. He has blessed me with far more than I deserve. I praise him continuously, but today I’m actually upset with him and I feel terrible in the thoughts in my heart and my head. Two of my closest friends have pancreatic cancer. One I just found out today is being sent home on hospice. One is like my brother. The other is like the sister I never had. They are the most caring, giving, full of life, and strong christians I’ve ever met. I care so deeply for both of them. I truly believe in God”s will! But tonight I’m having a really hard time accepting his will. At this moment I am nauseous to my stomach. I know that prayer works!! I have witnessed it many times. It worked for me as well as many I know. I am a cancer survivor too. Not a lot of people know that. But through prayer and God’s will I am in remission. I am asking for prayers for my friends Monica and Sandy. Also for me as I struggle withw why these two people I love have to endure this when in my opinion doesn’t deserve it. I never thought I would question God, but today I have. I pray he will remove my questioning him from my heart, mind and soul. I feel guilty, who am I to question God? I know I shouldn’t……. Prayers please.