Crystal Clear Reflekion

What you are reflecting out into the world will come back to you! So make sure that you are only mirroring what you would like to see in your life!

Life has been really interesting lately! I refuse to be the victim! I refuse to fight for my limitations because that will just keep you prisoner to the past! I have been gifted with enormous empathy and understanding of why we do what we do! And the story behind our actions and our troubles and ailments! I am so grateful for this gift it has taught me that to heal or to grow you must not stay in the past! Once you have found the wound clean & tend to it! BUT THEN LET IT HEAL! Honor it by moving forward and growing! I Know sometimes that can seem impossible, because that is the place that you have always stumbled! Learn to create a stubborn resilience inside of you that won't give up and won't give in! Refused to settle for what you have accepted in the past! Raise your standards! You are worth the work that it takes!

There is so much noise out there in the world! That noise is trying to separate you from your purpose & from the place in your soul that brings you joy! And now the noise has been amplified! I spent many years letting in too much of the noise! I didn't consciously let it in. I hadn't yet refined my knowledge & wisdom, in my young mind on how to tune it out! I just knew that there was something inside of me that was repelled by it! And that manifested as depression & anxiety!
I always knew that there was a place that I could go to in my heart & mind that was free! Though at time's it was hard to find that place when I did, it was more real than anything else! And It perplexed me how different these two worlds were, yet right next to each other! How is that possible? How do I stand in the light more often? And how do I show others that there is light! It was in these moments of asking the deeper questions that I began to grow! The curiosity though brought out by pain, grew into something Beautiful! I wasn't willing to settle for the answers that the world was giving me. The noise was trying to tell me that I was too weak to stand on my own! That I needed to be medicated! When I asked the doctor for how long? He said possibly forever! That did not make sense to me! You mean broken forever?
What happened to the beautiful world that I knew before I took on the judgments, fears & rules of conduct of others! Someone else's programming! Along with the false idea to settle for less than my true value! I couldn't have came here for that! Over time I began to realize that these were the outside forces! That was why they felt so uncomfortable! Because they were never meant to take root inside of me! I began to find my inner strength & Divine Value! I developed the wisdom to tune out the noise! To listen to my intuition & turn away from things that do not feed my soul! I deliberately chose what was going to enter into my mind, home and most importantly my heart! I started to ask myself how I felt before the world got in! Finally I returned to my natural nature! And my Crystal Clear journey of Light! @ Seattle, Washington