Aluna Dragon

For what it’s worth.. yes Damon had broken up with me. Our relationship has been perfect, he is perfect. Until he got distant out of nowhere and pushed me away, I did try to talk about everything with him. We planned on getting married and having babies which is all I wanted. It all hit me out of nowhere and confused me. I left for space and was deeply hurt and confused. He apologized to me for pushing me away expressing that he thought maybe it was my fault he wasn’t feeling like himself until I left he realized it was an internal thing. I came home and we made up I was beyond elated to be back with him as we talked about moving forward. From everything he said I thought we were ok and mending. I’m not going to pretend like I am perfect, I have my own internal struggles. Our last days together were full of so much love which I am so thankful for. I had no idea, no one did, that any of this would happen. It has been a fu***ng nightmare I can’t wake up from. For all of those who have shown me love during the most tragic experience of my life, loosing the person that meant everything to me, thank you. I have received so much fu***ng negativity and blame on top of this tragedy, regardless I still will pray for everyone’s healing. I have solace in knowing what we shared was real genuine pure deep and out of the world kind of love. You are the love of my life and I know I am yours. I know I will miss you every moment for the rest of my life. There is a gaping hole in my heart now. I would give anything for more time with you but I am forever thankful for the time we did have together. My love for you is eternal and real and I’m looking forward to when our souls unite again. Thank you for bringing the sweetest love into my life. I promise to honor your memory by creating something beautiful of this tragedy. Please don’t ask what happened, it’s personal. Just pray for us.