AThoughtProcessed

Please join me this Friday, September 12, 2025, from 7pm - 10pm. I'll be customizing free t-shirts on the back parking lot of Jackson & Tull (2705 Bladensburg Rd NE Washington, DC 20018)

I look forward to seeing you there!!!!

Life is so surreal for me these days....so much negativity, hatred, suffering, torment, and despair in the atmosphere. As I sit here, in my friends garden, trimming these nugs...I find myself in deep reflection...I have come to a realization that nearly everyday for more than the past 3 decades....I have awakened every morning, feeling that it was a good chance that it would be my last day living on this earth. I'm sure this constant stress induced feeling has contributed towards my aging throughout the negative directions my life has taken at times...the silver lining for me exists in the fact that in recent years...I have used this increased feeling of eminent danger as a reason to do more, in hopes of creating a legacy of meaning that will outlive me... on some days , the feeling of doom seems heavier, lingering like a weighted albatross around my neck...but has never been heavy enough for me to be defeated....I know I have a small circle of compassionate over ones who care....but must be honest in saying that more times than not, I feel all alone.. I realize that that alone feeling is just my mind playing tricks on me...but yet and still..feeling alone hurts. .
If I cross paths with you...extend a positive thought...smile...or moment of laughter with you... please know the value of what I've just shared with you...because...truth be told more times than not...I've had to pay a heavy price to get to enough positivity to be able to share it with you.... 💯