Thoughts4Today

It's been a while. Wishing you a happy 2025! Much has happened. Many things I wasn't willing to share with my peers. I thought I was prepared to be open, but I didn't want to be judged or discussed. The past two years have taught me about maintaining privacy regarding my own affairs and those of others. Helping others through similar struggles can foster growth, but I've learned that not everyone has your best interest in mind. I'm starting 2025 with a new career, a new relationship, and a new focus. I aim to share this with you in a mature, healthy way. Let's work towards prosperity this year in all aspects of our lives.

2/17/23 Who's tired!
I am! I am! I woke up this morning sooo tired. Being tired I get aggrevated easily. Anger quicker. Its not who I like to be. And I always want to blame somebody else and I never can. Once I learned about personal responsibility, I can not blame other people for things, BUT I try! This morning was the dentist. They didn't remind me of my appt. lol Then someone I love had a court hearing this morning and the person didn't show which is an inconvenience to my person. Then I see all the trash on the ground and I want to put a sign on the side of the road that says If you litter you are an as***le! Now some of these things feel justified. But, I know that my mood really is because I have run myself in the ground this week.
I have started school and I work part time and I have a commitment that I keep and then I have a life as well. I cannot say NO to people. I think if people want to spend their time with me, then I feel very blessed so, I make the time. But I have been killing myself. 52 is not the age to run like a youngin'. I come home and I want to make some family time. I want to relax. I want to shower. and check facebook. Then before I know it, its is 12:00. Then I lay in bed til 1:00 when I finally get up to use the bathroom.
What sucks about all of this.... I am a grown up and I have to take
Personal Responsibility for my schedule. I am suppose to know better by now. And really I'm not spending this time, getting healthier or exercising.
Please tell me everyone is like this.... are you like this? Where does your time go? Its gone in a blink.
There is things you want to do, things you feel obligated to do, and things you have to do. Right now, I have to get off this blog and get back to work.
Rest up this weekend. I sure am going to try. Between all the things planned already.

SHOW YOUR RESCUE ANIMAL!!
Isn't it Rescue a Dog/Cat Month/Week? There are so many to choose from. Do you ever feel like you are looking for that someone to love? Well, they are at the Pound waiting for you? Go get yourself a companion, one that will fit all of the criteria you are looking for, ...loyal, faithful, happy to see you, loves to snuggle and stay indoors when you want and go for a walk when you want.

Think about it. Save their life! Let them save yours!!