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One full month since I lost you and two since we buried Mamanela. Life now seems like it’s measured in before and after for me. The moment you died my heart stopped and the person I was died with you. Nothing about any of this seems fair and I want to blame god and be mad at you but I’m mostly just sad that time is so fleeting. I’m sad that our story ended the way it did and that you had to suffer like you did.

Anyone out there still have their fathers give them a huge hug and try not to judge them too much. They are people living life the best they know how. ❤️

Ps You know people will ask why do bad things happen to good people but to be honest I think things happen and it’s up to us how to deal with it all. I don’t think god is sitting up there dealing out heartbreaks and honor. I think bad things happen when people stop living in his name and lead an ego driven life with little regard for anyone around them.

If you’re Romanian you know exactly what I’m talking about… being Romanian is trauma bounding with your best friends over loosing your fathers to the same negligence, in the same hospital. 🏥

Rest in peace and please come visit me and miss you so much 💔

Say it with me team, ‘I will not delegate my problems to anyone else…My problem is my problem not yours…PHOTOSHOP IS NOT THE ANSWER. Unless of course it is then yes I can photoshop that. 📸😂

Who else is guilt on relying a little too much on photoshop?

Me too fam don’t even worry about it but I’m here to save you on quite a few headaches. My approach is very simple only plan to use it if what you are trying to achieve needs photoshop to do so. So this could mean focus stacking or adjusting an annoying stray hair that would take you significantly longer to continue to style so we agree little body can hang and I’ll deal with him in post. Otherwise please get it perfect in shot for the love of god and you’ll thank me later.