Therapy session

🍂:: Do you ever feel lonely? I mean, really lonely? No matter what you do, or who you’re with, you still feel it? Like you’re walking around, and you can feel the whole universe out there, this huge thing just going and going and going and everyone around you is just….knocking into everything and bruising everyone and themselves….and you just feel so lonely you could scream? TELL ME l’M NOT CRAZY. TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

🍂:: l am so mentally & emotionally drained from holding all this s**t in. Acting like life is sweet when I got so much deep s**t going on

🍂::𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡at 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞d 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐥'𝐦 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐥 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐥 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐥'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚u𝐬𝐞 𝐥'𝐦 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭

🍂::𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧.